There's a magical feeling you get when you dive into the unknown for the first time. There are moments when you don't know what to expect. My obsession with House was stemmed within this surprising excitement. I first watching House M.D. during the end of Season 4 and towards the beginning of Season 5. I bought the entire second season one day and remember the feeling of putting it into the DVD player for the first time. I was used to Thirteen, Taub, and Kutner and was unfamiliar with still many names, and as such found it a wonderful joy to engage in the previous seasons with previous doctors. There was just this rush I felt when the first episode came on, and I wondered what it would all contain. Though I'm still obsessed with House, I sometimes wish I was being reintroduced to it to recapture that feeling.
Such has been the same for dating with me. Going out was so fun when it started... and died quickly afterwards. I'm pretty sure you've sense that I have some animosity towards having to constantly follow a set of standardized rules that many would agree suck and yet still follow blindly, unwilling to change. Anywho, what I mean to say is that I need that sense of mystery and excitement reintroduced into my life. Whether it means that I need to move away from here and just start over or something, I don't know, or maybe meet some new people. Life has become quite congested and... well, the same. I need something new in life.
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